My Rainbow Colored Puzzle Piece: Where Does I Fit in the Puzzle?

Have you ever tried to fit your puzzle piece into a puzzle, but everywhere you place it the puzzle piece doesn't fit? This is the conundrum of my life. I have yet to find the what and the how for my puzzle piece to fit. I feel like I am so different from my family puzzle and the world puzzle that I often am crooked or a boarder piece that only helps to form the puzzle, but doesn't actually aide in the picture that is created.

My place in the puzzle of life has yet to be determined. I remain a mundane piece that is far from illuminating. My location in the puzzle can't seem to be found. Jobs, purpose, love, etc. All apparently meaningful things in life are left with holes and missing pieces.

However, as I contemplate my rainbow colored puzzle piece, I know that at some point I will discover where, in this kaleidoscope puzzle of life, my piece will fit. I just need to continue on the paths I have chosen; although, they sometimes seem to have chosen me.

My future is obscured by the chaos of choice and my past is fragmentary and elusive. My here and now is clear, colorful, and beautiful. My puzzle piece may not connect and may seem out of sorts at this precise moment, but such is the chaotic nature of life. I will find connection. I will find my place and my fit...eventually. Namaste.